Turned out..not as bad as I expected. In fact, I'm not quite sure what is happening to me now. Kinda keep thinking..looking forward..but still unsure whether I'm really up for it or not. Someone dear to me is having mixed feeling about all this. Whether all the bad experiences made the circumstances as such, or some feelings left untold or unsure.
Is it happening too fast ? Am I kinda needed one ? Or Allah has His own way of showing me the path ? O Allah...I'm leaving it all to You as You are The All Knowing of everything.