Monday, July 24, 2006

ONCE...back to rat race ?!

*sigh*..guess am back to rat race. Lost the steam already..thought can push it further (this), but only to realize that..it's no longer my passion (or $$ didn't speak accordingly :p). I've updated my CV and sent to few COs already. Thought I won't have difficulties finding jobs, but i thought wrong.

On my own CO, the development has been great..need to fine-tune here & there, then should be ready. Just that, marketing hasn't start aggressively..at least from my side. Few friends started pushing it to market already. Am rushing for the product to be ready, and then as suggested by my mentor, make it online. Pay then download!

Is my prayers being answered..? Seems like hints are available..just that..I don't get that feeling. The one that says "ah..! this is it !!". Or perhaps, I've made my decision previously..but don't really stick to it. Cause when I made that decision, the reason for it is very obvious and significant. So, why change ? Hmm...that day I wondered..almost 30, and yet to stabilize on my career. How far more..? How long more..? When would enough..is going to be really enough...?