Friday, June 30, 2006

ONCE...let's do it ! (?)

It has been very interesting development this week. ABDM tucked in her letter on Wed and caught LC off-guard. It was such a short meeting, that I'm also surprised. Then, LC asked me to go for a drink and she asked me whether is it possible for me to postpone my plan. If possible, both plans. I told her that I can postpone "going to work" but am going to start my own. But, when I go out for my business, it can be for the co as well. (I almost can see her first drop..but she's such a strong woman).

Anyway, I didn't say anything yet. But, that night, I've discussed with my wife. "She has done her part with Feng Shui. Have you done yours with Waqiah that mum told ?" Well, that's true..zikr that my mentor taught also not being practiced. However, I've started doing istikharah..but yet to come. For now, I'm going to focus on both companies. Furthermore, no offer on the table as yet.

Discussion with Foo last night was good, his call also good..and meeting with him just now also good. Hope for the best next week. We've talked to ABDM, and we'll know her decision next week.

I handed my card to LC..she's telling me that she'd pre-empt that I'm not going to be full-time here. I told her that Foo & ABDM knew it already. So, I shared her my plan on NDC, and she said might as well disclose. Easier ! Then, can move address here as well. Well, interesting thought indeed.

I'll consider that...and now, roll the sleeves...and let's do it !

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

ONCE...relieved !!!

I was thinking to tell LC yesterday, just before she went home. Then, thought it would better to tell her in the morning, before our meeting. Reached office at 9am, she's not there yet...10 something only she's in. By 10.30, I can't concentrate anymore..can't work, can't think. So I went ahead, closed the door and start telling her.

It was an odd 2 minutes of silence ! She dunno what to say...and I dunno what to continue. Anyway, long story short, starting July I'll be in twice a week. Kinda, diversification for me. But, if I'm "going back to..", then, need to see whether I can still remain as director or just shareholder. There's another option which LC dun wanna take into consideration as yet; dispose altogether.

It's hard for me to arrive to that decision..and very hard to tell her..but I'm glad that she's very understanding and cool. And business doesn't change at all between her & me after that. And for me...I really have to put those thoughts into papers. Or else, it'll all just be...well...an IDEA !

Thursday, June 22, 2006

ONCE...is this it ?

I've just updated my resume. Last update was in 2002 for Mavcap submission. I was looking for my Detail Experiences that I dunno where the hell is the softcopy. So, this time, only from 2003 till 2006. 1998 till 2002 will be later I guess..when I've the time.

It's quite firm for me to initiate my own activity. The company has been created, but very slow in running it. But the opportunity (unexpectedly) on Tuesday, really made me thinking. It is more about my family that made me really thinking about it. And seems like, I'm going to pursue...in exploring it. My mentor asked me to update my CV last 3 weeks, but very the slow one (also). Maybe that time, I haven't realized the toll that it takes on my family.

Now the CV is ready, am going to prepare a copy for my mentor...and perhaps..am going to email it to Dato' tomorrow. Hope for the best !

Saturday, June 17, 2006

ONCE...finally!

Finally...last Friday we've got our hand on our Streamyx in our new office! But, I can't really enjoy it as I need to go to KLCC for a meeting. To my dissappointment, when I reached office at 9pm, the connection not there anymore. So much about WiFi *sigh*.

Next Tuesday, we'll hv small Doa Selamat ceremony and office opening (makan2). Start operating in new office officially, start with new spirit, new theme, new energy, renewed vision and mission, renewed passion...may Allah bless us this time with good profitable deals and strengthen our belief to strive and be successful.