The Anniversary Dinner introduced me to moments that I have long forgotten. I was unsure about it but pretty sure that my heart kinda closed for it. Don't want to repeat the same mistake again. But, I played along...laid my baselines, shared my priorities on the table. If willing, we'll see how it goes. Unwilling ? Remain as friend.
It was when I met the mother that I realized...in fact, after a while I realized...that was the reason I started opening up my heart. No hypocrisy..no hiding..no prejudice..accepting me as who I am, for the good and bad. At one point, made me scared too. Afraid of failing, hurting and being hurt. Somehow, it prevailed till now.
While those on going, I was shared with shocking news. Need to vacate my place almost urgently. I asked for 3 weeks, which I got it...but I vacate it the same week still. It's pity to turned out that way, but, some things are better remain unspoken I guess. Sometimes, not knowing is better then know it all.
Today, 1st day fasting in the office. Fasting at hometown with my family members are great...just that, not so nice for my stomach & diet. Thought of controlling it today, but failed again. Will exercise starting tomorrow...and hope, Ramadhan this year is better than last year.
Happy fasting you allz...!!!
