I heard some news on Mon and yesterday people start asking me about it. Some even heard about it last week. It doesn't disturbed me not to be the first to know. Focusing on submission for today...few issues crop-up...some on old account...some on new ones...bought down with all those...received an urgent message to call back and pushed to dinner later. And another shocking news came...and then another...
Today has been very quiet...silent...early morning I've to start early in shooting my ammo as very simple things could not be resolved yesterday. Unnecessary little Napoleon trying to impose shitty stuffs. It was so damn hard to get business nowadays and the one that we have were made so difficult for us to keep our promise and deliver. Thank God that my justification went thru and big boss gave green light to proceed.
Went very early to submit...imagine 11.15 proposal submitted to customer. Still very quiet. On the way just now, received another email...another issue. Had early lunch...received a call..another issue..mood and moral went down and doesn't seem to have intention to get back up any time soon.
What is it ? Crazy Wed ? This silence is killing me...surprisingly, I kinda coping with it well...perhaps few experiences before made me understand better...but not sure deal with it better yet. Just sometimes...facing all these scenarios...I wish silence was not here...I need it now...when it matter the most. Or perhaps...I'm too good in handling it alone...just like before...
