Sunday, May 14, 2006

ONCE...holiday treat

We went back to PA friday eve. Hong lend me about 13 dvds (i've asked for 6 only). That night, i watched Bourne Identity and Spider-man 2. Yesterday morning, clear up the grasses, hang clothes then enjoyed Italian Job. After lunch, Angah came (surprised!) as he dunno what to do..alone at home. Maybe nothing nice on HBO, Cinemax & StarWorld or ESPN for that matter. But then, he were with me for 15 minutes on Star Wars II before doozing off. Woke up about 5 (as the show ends), then went back. And we then went to KS.

I'd just finished Star Wars III. It's amazing how George Lucas can create such a continuity in the stories. It made me wanna do something like that in Malaysia. Maybe need to start writing and imaging things now. It really relaxing for me..doing nothing but relax in-front of the TV. Clear-up my worries. But, that shouldn't be..should it ? What would LC think and do at this point of time ? Thinking very hard on how to get money i guess ? Or she'd pick-up on the things she left with her husband and kids ?

I've plans and agenda. Started but progressing very slowly. Dunno why it's so slow. Am I losing the steam already ? What would kick me back.? Last year when I was broke, there's so many ideas on how to get money...but it really ain't working when I'm not. But I kinda broke at the moment aren't I ?!!! So, why am I not kicking asses, adrenalin pumping thinking and acting on it ?!!!

"Procastinating, I am"..(hahaha...sounded like Master Yoda)...when shall I start..? When should I continue ? Can it be NOW ?! Emm...one thing for sure. I've procastinated on the ideas that I got back then. Never wrote it down, never execute...never even start on it! That's why I'm still broke!

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