It all started in Apr after such a wonderful week...a trust was lost. It was unbearable that I don't think I can follow through anymore. I tried to give it some time to really thought it through but then again...same think happen.
I gave face to learn to live which unfortunately I found out it was not understood. The intention was wrongly accepted that I had to explain it numerous times. I know things happen partly due to me but I believed this is for the best. I wanna do it in a nice way...in peace...in harmony...however as a normal human being I can only plan.
Long story short, I said it at the end of Sept 2018...and all hell broke loose. Syukur that I'm still alive. I told myself to stay low for a while...kinda traumatized with the whole events. Let time heals...eventually...