ONCE...all said and done

It all started in Apr after such a wonderful week...a trust was lost.  It was unbearable that I don't think I can follow through anymore.  I tried to give it some time to really thought it through but then again...same think happen.

I gave face to learn to live which unfortunately I found out it was not understood.  The intention was wrongly accepted that I had to explain it numerous times.  I know things happen partly due to me but I believed this is for the best.  I wanna do it in a nice way...in peace...in harmony...however as a normal human being I can only plan.

Long story short, I said it at the end of Sept 2018...and all hell broke loose.  Syukur that I'm still alive.  I told myself to stay low for a while...kinda traumatized with the whole events.  Let time heals...eventually...