ONCE...it's official

Feb 14, official announcement during our department's kickoff that I've made it to the club.  The next day poster came out in the lift and few public places bearing our names.  Proudly and humbled to see my name there for the 1st time.

Now, it's already first week of March.  Things started moving i.e. getting busier than before.  And I should be busier as still lot more to be covered.  The journey is still far this year.  Hope all will go well as planned.

February has always been a 'good' month for me.  There has been cases where it all started in February.  And it suddenly became scary when I just realized it when I'm about to write this down.  I'm not sure where will it leads to.  To some of my closed friends, they are worried.  Need to think deeply and thoroughly on both sides.  Frankly, I'm afraid to even think about it.  Not sure whether I'm ready...whether I have what it takes...whether I'm willing...

All I can do now, pray to Allah to show me the way...perhaps, slowly letting go and let it be naturally.