I really don't like the condition I'm having now...low, down, lazy, demotivated, dissappointed, frustrated, crazy, stupid, negative, unambitious...
Don't know how to express my feelings, where to express it, who to share to , when to release it, how to say about it, and worst ! how to deal with it?! how to handle it?! how to manage it?! how to cure it?! how to decide for it ?! how to decide on it ?! what to decide on it ?! who to help me ?! who would listen ?! is listening all i need ?! what do i need ?!!!
"Ya Allah, apakah makna ujian mu ini ? Apakah hikmah ujian mu ini ? Mengapa ku rasakan begitu berat cubaan Kau kali ini ya Allah ? Mengapakah simpang yg terbentang begitu sulit utk diputuskan ? Jalan manakah yg perlu aku pilih ? Atau apakah itu sahaja jalannya ? Berilah aku petunjuk ya Allah ! Berilah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi ujianMu ini."
Atau apakah aku yg terlalu beremosi..? Whatever it is, i need to buckle-up fast ! Presentation in half an hour, I better...(how...?!!!!)
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